Beaming Hearts

there's no one i love more than you
your curly hair
your smile and eyelashes , all true
brown skin like my favorite spice
cinnamon and a warmth so nice
eyes so deep and dark
and your love so strong
leaves my heart with a mark
it beats
and beats
and will continue to beat strong
us together feels nothing wrong
just right
light as the full moon at night
as the owls hoot far from sight
forever we should sleep and dream
waking up on every sunrise
and the more our love will beam
meant for one another we shall realize


-e

Day Break

Sunday morning as I looked at the back of her head, I had many thoughts. Here they are:



I am always happiest when we rest
I can't see how sleepy you are
I see your shoulders move with every breath
I can still see how beautiful you are

Black: the color of night
The color a bandit cloaks himself in to do evil
Black: the color of your beautiful eyes
Your beautiful hair

Lying next to me with your lips still
I know I shouldn't kiss you but I will

I give you kisses so you know I will be back to bed soon
I come back and give you more so you don't mind me rocking the bed

I wrap my arms around you while you lay
And I dream about your black hair turning a beautiful grey
How mine would be white then too
How I will always be happy sleeping next to you

Ghosts in Shells and The Always live

My love and his friends, Evan and Daniel got the opportunity to perform their music this past Friday at the Dolores Park cafe. They are an awesome hip hop band by the name Ghost in Shells, something you definitely should check out because they are that good ;) Friday night was a success for them. They pulled off an awesome show and people were really into it. Lots of friends and coworkers came to support them especially their biggest fan of all, me :D I had so much fun watching them perform and am so proud of Fernando for doing what he is passionate about and I am there for him to support him because he truly is talented and I admire him for what he does. So love, I am here along the way with you :) and your music is beautiful. Also Ghosts in Shells will be releasing a LP soon which I am excited for and can't wait to share along with their Friday night show via Youtube! So excited for them! I have a feeling they are going to make it far and they deserve it. And Fernando, I Love You.

Also here's one of their hit songs called Machines by Ghost In Shells. I guarantee you will like it ;)




Machines by Ghosts In Shells -e

April 19

and the Childish Gambino concert was unbelievable! Such a fun crazy experience to have been there with my love. We both are big major fans and we were so excited when the day finally arrived! We were even there like 4 hours early and made it to be on the very front of the stage so Childish Gambino was right there in front of us! The people there were crazy and wild but i survived the crowd without any injuries lol. Also thank you to Fernando for taking me to share this awesome experience. I love you.

-e

Always

My only hope
Is for us to lose what is important
In what is important to only us

I can only dream
Of the moment your respond to my affection
Although reality gives me such pleasure every day

I knew what this is
Before I could understand what this is
When I was young and foolish

Never doubt when I tell you
You are my everything

Your lips are unreal
There is nothing like our embrace; I am wild
My heart cannot sustain your voice

I am always at your side
It is perfection
And in your presence my heart is aflame

Feel my chest corrupted
In the street
Cinderella's time

Sleep
When sun meets us
We will follow again


Never doubt when I tell you
You are my everything


Your lips are unreal
There is nothing like our embrace; I am wild
My heart cannot sustain your voice

Tomorrow night , Fernando and I are going to see Childish Gambino perform live.
there's no words to describe how excited we both are. We're such big fansss

absence

hello
i been lacking on some blog posts by me.
there are a few photos to be put up soon from our roadtrip to LA
other than that... i don't know...

-e

When You Are Not There

Looking at a bed when you are not there
Is like a feeling of a ghost when you are not here

I feel as if my world isn't complete
If you are not in the same bed sharing dreams with me

This Is Where My Girlfriend's From

Swag

bright as a sun

this flower. who would have thought the smallest simplest things can cheer and make your heart smile.
he gave me such a beautiful flower, one that he thinks looks like me. i wish i knew the name of this kind of flower. if anyone knows, let me know .

International Women's Day

got a sweet gift from him today, this awesome owl vase currently being used to hold my paintbrushes :) i love it so much. again thank you Fernando for the thoughtful gift =] my owl collection is growing!

Ashes to ashes
Dust to dust
A rib between us
Time's not enough

You are everything
You are rich
Began in lust
It's time I feel

Whenever I'm near you
I feel you
Inside your
A divine spirit
I deal you

Cards I want far
To have you
A star
And I know you

The sky is the answer why
I love you so
And so I try

Happy Birthday to my love

Today is his birthday! I couldn't be more happier than being a part of his birthday and making him feel special and showing him how much I love him. We had a fantastic birthday weekend with very close special friends that is like family to us, we couldn't have asked for more really but having them share  this birthday  with him and I. There was music making with Fernando's band, drunken checkers. There was pizza, ice cream and corn dogs, the most delicious corn dogs you can ever have at this one location in San Francisco. They are to die for. There was a trip to the Exploratorium musuem, In-n-Out of course, and dinner with friends for some tacos, good chips and salsa and churros, along with good music and photos for memories. And today amazing Chinese food for dinner and a birthday card and all my love.  Love, I just hope you had a veryyyyyy happy birthday and that you enjoyed it all. I love you

:)

-e

A Question We're Asking Ourselves Today

It's Valentine's Day today and we've exchanged meaningful things and we wanted to ask ourselves and answer this question:

If you were rich, what would you do for your loved one on Valentine's Day?

Spend the weekend in France, then Italy. -f
Buy a ticket to Panama for him to be with his family. -e
Buy tickets to any Radiohead show anywhere in the world, also Death Cab For Cutie, and She & Him included. -f
Get you to meet your favorite bands, such as Interpol, The Strokes, Tokyo Police Club, and Phoenix. -e
(Even though it's highly illegal) Get her an owlette as a pet. -f
Get him a Star Wars electric guitar. -e
Buy her an entire studio apartment dedicated to all her art. -f
Buy him a recording studio dedicated to all his music. -e
Buy a 360 shower so we can both always get hot water in the shower. -f
Get him a sweet looking penthouse with the best view of the city. -e
Buy a rose garden that grows different types of roses every Valentine's Day for her. -f
Pay for his school so he can be whatever he wants to be. -e
Buy flying lessons and a plane to take Evelyn to see her parents whenever. -f
Have him meet George Lucas and take a tour of Lucasfilms. -e
I would buy her a national holiday (Evelyn's Day: In which people celebrate owls). -f

My last one can't be beat.
;)

-e&f

Ode to True Love

When you laugh
I feel stronger than I've ever been
When you smile
It's more beautiful than I've ever seen
I want to marry you on the beach
When you look at me
I see everything that I want to be

Let me be a role model
Let me be there
You can sleep in my bed when you're scared
You can sleep in my bed when you love me

Sometimes I think
I should have gone with my first instinct
Gone to a place where you're home, and I never met you
But life isn't life if I wasn't with you

-f

wedding of blue and white

we shall marry one day
with blues from the clear sky
whites from the faraway clouds where the mountains lie
clear blue water from the rain in May
soft white petals falling on our heads and love we make
a ring on my hand soothing and peaceful as a blue lake
a day of pure happiness & joy
and every day and night you and I together we shall enjoy



-e

Without You

Without you I'm an alcoholic
And I play this Ukulele like all my demons are demolished

Darla, it's just you and me
I'm not satified til we are three

Your mother and I
Need some time

To make you a sister
A girl that boys can't resist her

A child that happiness proliferates
And no one can debate

She is the most beautiful girl in the world
And her dad would kill anyone who doesn't agree with those words

So please, when I tell you let's make something out of love
We can wait for the stork that soars above

Our bed
When we have said

We can do without
But we fight and shout

"I need you"
Without you I am blue

You are the thing
We are missing

So please let your mother know
Without you, there's no happiness to grow

-f

and all the hipsters be coming out when the sun is out

and that was yesterday when San Francisco had beautiful weather.

though I am more of an autumn and winter type of girl, the warm sun from yesterday was rather very nice.

we walked to Boogaloo's for some breakfast and got a table outside which was perfect with the weather, french toast, eggs, and apple chicken sausage, iced coffee :) mm mmm. Dolores park was filled with people and him and I went out for some ice cream at this great place by the park, chocolate coconut for him and a banana split for me. How I missed going out for ice cream :D it was sooo good.  We stopped by my favorite book store, purchased an Edgar Allan Poe book and later we looked at movies at a video rental store. Have to say, our sunny Saturday was pretty much perfect and sweet :)

-e

Connifers

You are what I need
You are what I need for my heartbeat

The things that glaciers melt to
Are the same as what I have felt too

The dreams that I feel
While you are are experiencing our deal

We meet at the coast
It is the best, to say the most

I watch you sleep
So beautiful of a memory to keep

I need your forever
Like a meadow needs ferns like a shadow

My love for you grows
As the flowers blossoming show

Where we live unaware
Of the life that we will share

drinking hot chocolate on a saturday night, watching 30 rock season 1 because its one of his favorite shows and I been trying to get into it,  & listening to some new music such as this one above

-e

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